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Chapter Two – Unconditional Love
Klavier could tell Vera was incredibly nervous as they stepped outside her door and down the steps out of her flat. For one she hadn’t said anything to him for a while. Not since she’d agreed to go on the walk. After that she’d gone to the toilet, had a drink of water and searched the entire flat for her keys, the whole time not saying a word to Klavier. Perhaps her shyness could be something they could work on?
The idea of a walk in the park seemed like a good one to him because it was such a simple, ordinary thing to do. It was important for her to get used to being outside and seeing other people without panicking and where better than a public park?
They reached the bottom of the steps in silence.
“So-“ Klavier began deciding it might be a good idea to start a conversation. “Err-“ He paused. Why the hell couldn’t he think of anything? He swallowed and searched him mind for something, anything that might get Vera talking comfortably. Luckily Vera didn’t seem to have noticed this pause as she suddenly turned round and raced back up the steps and frantically scrabbled with her keys. Apparently she’d forgotten to lock the door.
“Here, let me do that.” He took the keys she seemed to be struggling with and lock the door easily before handing them back to her.
She looked embarrassed and steadily gazed down at the steps as they walked back down them.
“Thanks . . . you must think I’m really weird.” She said still not looking up.
He furrowed his brow.
“Why would I think that?” he asked her feeling genuinely confused as to why she would think that.
“Well, because I don’t even know how to lock a door properly. That’s the tenth time I’ve done that since I’ve started leaving the house. And they only reason I remember to lock it was that Apollo or Trucy reminded me.”
He smiled at her. “In that case you’re certainly improving. No one reminded you this time. See, you remembered on your own.”
She finally looked up with an odd impression. Not only did she seem happy but she actually seemed pleased with herself. He’d never seen her look that way before as he was sure she never really allowed herself to have any of the glory in these kinds of situations.
As they walked down the pavement the atmosphere seemed a little less awkward. He vowed to start a conversation and not allow it to set back in again.
“So, it must have been a weird few weeks then?” he asked kindly looking over at her as they walked side by side in the direction of the park.
She looked down at this. “W-well yeah, I guess it has been.”
Hmm, this is going to be harder than I thought. If I could just get her to relax around me then maybe she’d find it easier to talk? Hmm, what makes a relaxed atmosphere? he thought for a moment. Right now, he was asking her lots of questions about her life and how she was.
I bet she feels like she’s under integration. Perhaps if I talk about myself a lot she’ll realize I don’t find this a difficult situation and she doesn’t need to either.“God, it’s a great day huh, Fraulien?”
See, that’s where it’s at, she’s gotta’ see my confident side.“This day would’ve been great for a rehearsal.”
Okay, shaky conversation starter but I think I’ll talk about my recently split up band.As they approached the band stand in the park Klavier let out a deliberate sigh.
“Good times.” He reminisced, staring up at it and not saying anything for a moment.
“Do-do you miss your band, Mr. Gavin?”
Hmm, okay, good start but I’ll have none of this “Mr. Gavin” stuff.Klavier nodded. “Yeah and please, it’s Klavier, not Mr. Gavin outside court.” He smiled. “It’s like The Gaviners were a huge part of my life which is just gone now. It’s weird. We can’t even have a farewell gig because one of our guitarists is in jail.
“What did he do?” she asked nervously. He wasn’t sure he wanted to tell her, though. She didn’t need reminding of murder. All the same he didn’t feel he could lie.
“He was accused of murder. “
“Uh . . . oh, do you know if it was really him?” She asked with genuine care in her voice, clearly sensing it was a sensitive topic.
“Oh yeaaah, It was definitely him. I should know. I was prosecutor for the case.” He answered her, his eyebrows raised a little. He shook his head. “That really wasn’t a fun three days. The concert was good though.” He added trying to put a positive spin on things. It didn’t work though. His best friend had ended up in jail. He wished he didn’t miss Daryan so much. Then he’d have been able to hate him for what he did.
“Do you miss him?”
“Wow, I’m not good at hiding my feelings am I? Yeah, he was my best friend . . . but, he had to pay the consequences for what he did though, didn’t he?”
Vera nodded. “I agree. Sometimes you don’t think about the repercussions of your actions. I know I never thought about the terrible things that my forgeries might do when I created them. I lost poor Mr. Wright his job and he went through all that effort to save me when I was accused. He forgave me.” She sniffed and looked over at Klavier. “Did you forgive your friend?”
For a second he thought she was making a point about forgiveness and lightly scolding him for not doing what Phoenix Wright had done. He then realized she was actually just inquiring about how he’d left things with Daryan.
“I-I didn’t really. I didn’t think I could. He knows as well as I do that he and I are like brothers. And let’s face it, my brothers have a habit of betraying me sooner or later but . . . well, that’s not to say I don’t, you know, um , you know.“
She didn’t say anything in return so he guessed that she didn’t know.
“Look, what I’m trying to say that they have my um, unconditional uh, love.” *Well there, I said it. Oh god, there’s nothing wrong with admitting you love your brother but, there’s something very gay about the fact I just admitted I love Daryan, even if it is in a brotherly way.* “You’ve no idea how much he’d be laughing at me if he were here right now.” This made Klavier laugh a little too at the idea of him actually saying something like that to Daryan.
“”Unconditional love”?” Vera asked. She looked a little confused.
Surely she knows what that is. Klavier thought to himself.
“Basically, it’s like . . . “Klavier tried to think of an example. “Um, imagine . . .” he pointed at a man with brown hair sitting on a bench, “Imagine that man over there walked over to you and hit you, right?”
Okay, this probably isn't the best example but i'll go with it anyway.Vera nodded. “Um, okay.”
“Well, obviously you have no emotional attachment to him and you don’t know him, do you? You wouldn’t be emotionally hurt or upset that this man’s just randomly walked up to you and hit you. You’d just be pretty angry and maybe physically hurt.”
“I would.” She agreed warily.
“Now imagine that- who do you love the most in the world, Vera?”
“My Dad,” Vera answered.
“Okay, imagine that you found out he’d told you a lie before he died and you found out the truth. You wouldn’t love him any less would you? You’d be annoyed and upset because it hurts to be lied to. But you’d forgive him for pretty much anything and that’s unconditional love.” Klavier looked away and up at the band stand. “Yeah, it’s not a good thing really. It means that if the people you unconditionally love aren’t very nice people, they might start to take advantage of you.”
“Yes but, then surely you would have to consider whether or not that person is worthy of your unconditional love.”
He had to hand it to her. Vera was very wise, surprisingly so for someone who’d been locked away inside for so long.
Unfortunately, generally it’s too late by then. They’ve already hurt you. he thought to himself, full of angst. He didn’t want to bring Vera down though as they’d been chatting a while and she seemed to have completely forgotten that she was outside, talking to someone she didn’t know all that well, so he just said-
“Exactly, which is why generally, people reserve their unconditional love for close friends and family. Otherwise, they’d get hurt way too much.”
“I see.” She said. “Sorry. I know it’s probably weird how you have to explain things like that to me when normal people know them. I just-“
“Frauline, believe me, you’re not weird or odd. You are a normal person and an extraordinarily innocent and naive one at that. You’ve just been brought up differently, you know, in a very sheltered and protected way.”
They walked away from the bandstand now in the direction of the gardens. Vera smiled a little. “Mr. Gav- I mean K-Klavier, do you think I can ever be, um, normal?”
“Everyone’s different so I’m not one hundred per cent sure what you consider to be normal-“
“Oh-“
“But, I do think that you can become relaxed in ordinary situations. You’re improving loads already, Frauline Vera.” He winked at her.
Vera merely smiled hopefully and went on to say- “I hope so. I know it sounds weird but, this has helped so much already. Thanks so much Mr. Gavin.”
He smiled back, “You really have come a long way in just a few hours.”
“I know,” she replied, “all thanks to you though. Otherwise I’d probably just be at home on my own.”
“-And you’re not feeling anxious about being outside or anything?” he said, worried she may just be putting on a brave face in front of him.
But she merely shook her head. “Strangely, not at all. I know I’m safe with you Mr. Ga- Klavier.” And then the strangest thing happened. Vera Misham blushed a bright red colour and looked away as if terrified Klavier might see. However, Klavier shoes to ignore this.
“Err, Vera. I think you’ve caught the sun a little. We’d best be getting back before any serious damage is done.”
“Ah, err, okay. Let’s go then.”
He hadn’t really known what to say. Vera really had come a long way and he was very proud of that. It seemed clear to him that it had something to do with his help and somehow she’d attained a little crush on him.
Ah well, he thought.
It’s only natural. She hasn’t spent much time around the opposite sex has she? I’m probably just an interesting novelty that she’s not used to. They turned and they began walking in the opposite direction they’d came from and as they did Vera took his hand and once again turned bright scarlet.
Oh dear, this could complicate things a little.---------
Next chapter to be posted soon. Hope anyoe who reads this likes it (: