I mainly consumed blood before I reached my 17th birthday. An old friend of mine really helped me to overcome this nature and introduced me some other >>yucky<< food (at least that's what I thought of the usual food that people eat) as alternative... but eventually, I grew to get used to the food he intro-ed and didn't care much about the taste.

I have to stick to the new diet so that I won't die (starvation or hunted down). He said I can only survive for adapting to human's way of life and because he wouldn't want to lose a friend like me..... in which, he said hardly exist. I don't know what persuasive powers he had, but he really turned me.... human.

Anyway a mere human's life is a bit challenging (one is NOT SUPPOSED to have own feet hovering far from the ground effortlessly, or disappear in public with no reasons +_+). Anyway it's great that the human world has cool stuff like laptops/computers, PS2, Wii..... man! Humans are amazing ^_^

Thank you for humanity.

XD

I can't listen to music and work. If I do, I start day dreaming or something.

Lalaland~~~

- I think that I'm bipolar but I am afraid to ask my parents about it.

- I think that I tend to be serious at times when I shouldn't be and it usually ruins things.

- I tend to make promises to do certain things, but I never get around to doing them.

- I think that I slightly sound like Godot from PW3. ):

- I've had a hidden insecurity about myself that's been ever-present in me since I was in Middle School dealing with the constant shit I was put through. Now, if I do insult/bash anyone, it makes me feel like a hypocrite. It may take a bit, but I'll take the time to apologize for what I've done.

- More on the insecurity thing, I... I often feel worthless because when I try to help others sometimes, it usually makes things worse. I either say the wrong thing or I just do something that's stupid. It makes me feel bad for what just happened.

- I'm quick to apologize. I often apologize too much.
(she told me it was too late ): )

- I hate it when people use the word "retarded." My aunt has cerebral palsy and... Yeah. She's 40 and has lived a lot longer than what they were expecting. Accomplishment to her. :D

- I really hate it when people use racial slurs or homophobic comments. I really don't like it when people do use them, and I don't care if it was done as a joke or not. However, I don't really say anything in real life, because I'd get beat up...

- i also have a thing for girls and mini-skirts...

- Whenever I come up with a new screenname of some sort, I usually change my MSN name to it. If I like it, I'll often make it into a future name here. If not, then it doesn't last a day and it's most likely forgotten.

- On the subject of screennames, I often think of myself as "Miguel." I really don't mind my real name, but... I often think about something relating to that name. Yeah...

- I often feel jealous and envious of others and often over something small. Using (FORUMMEMBEROFANOTHERFORUM)'s post count as an example, when his came close to mine (and passed it), I made an effort to make a little more posts than I usually do. Another example (and a more obvious to those who know me) was basically my love life before my discovery of this confession a month ago. Anyone with a girlfriend made me feel really jealous and it also made me mad. I wanted to be like that, too. I would often feel down and I would make a lot of sob stories about the usual "I HAVE NEVER HAD A GIRLFRIEND" speech. I guess I wanted the attention, but it never brought me closer to that dream that I had strived for. Once I found out about this, I kind of stopped the behavior, but only when it comes to relationships and such. I'm still the jealous type, but not like I used to be.

- I really like to run. I love running. However, I cannot run far at all. Due to a lack of stamina, I have always finished (or, never finished) a race last. Even just "running the mile" I used to finish last. Now, I can run a bit longer, but not by much. This has bugged me for a long time and I'm trying to make an effort to "gain more stamina."

- In real life, I may come off as anti-social to some. I really don't talk to anyone at my school that much anymore, due to trust issues that I'll touch on later. Hell, I'm also antisocial around relatives. At lunch, I sit at the end of a table full of seniors (they sit at the other end.) Sometimes, a girl that I know comes to talk to me, but that's basically it. This all changes when I come home. I'm a chatterbox at home. I'm not sure why, but I love to tell my mom how my day went.

- I do not like the fact that I curse, even though I used a curse word in the previous paragraph. I used to curse a lot in real life, but I forced myself to slim it down some. Now, I barely do it aside from the few I use on the internet.

- I hate the fact that I'm perverted. I've felt ashamed of it ever since I associated with a few kids in 6th grade. Due to an event that happened a few months ago, I've finally stopped saying perverted things in real life. I say a few on the internet, but... It's not as much as it used to be.

- I felt like I'm a very flawed person. I was born with both of my feet turned inward, I had a heart murmur, and I couldn't talk properly when I was younger. Due to my feet, I walk differently and I cannot walk in a straight line. Due to my heart murmur, I have more heart problems now. When I was 4, I was diagnosed with a Communications Disorder. From Kindergarden to 8th grade, I had to take speech classes. I still stutter a little now, but it's not as bad as it was when I was a kid.

- Due to the disorder I mentioned before, when I do something wron,g it makes me think of it. I often feel stupid for doing whatever I did and regret it. This played a factor as to why I'm anti-social.

- I have trust issues with myself. For the longest time, I have never been able to fully trust myself. When it comes to thinking of an answer a question that a teacher asks, I come up with something, but I don't say it right away. I often think that the answer that I come up with is wrong and thing of something else. In most cases, I end up back where I began and question why I didn't trust the answer in the first place. This is especially true in Math class. The other half of this issue involves my actions with others. I'd often say or do something stupid and I automatically think "That was a stupid thing to say/do." I beat myself over it for a while and distance myself from others to prevent me from repeating these mistakes.

- I am ashamed of my past on the internet. I don't want to go any farther into this one.

- Sadly, whenever I see a girl wear a skirt, it's what my eyes are drawn to first, rather than the face. I'll end it there before it gets perverted.

- I think that the one girl from the current American Idol... I think that her name is Ramiele Malubay or something. That Fhilipino-American singer. I think that she's hot. Dunno why. 9_9