Re: So, how are YOU feeling?
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I thought things were getting better but I was wrong.
First the girl I kissed at New Years Eve, well I sucked at that it was my first time and all but she went and told everyone.
That hurt, what hurt twice as much is that my friend had his first kiss a while ago and he was good at it.
But I'll tell you later that night the girl I snogged, she snogged another guy.
you see the day before me and him were competing to get this other girl and he won you could say, won more than he imaged.
you see no matter how hard I try I always come last, never first, 4th I’m I lucky but never 1st and I try so hard too but still no result.
I never have anything to enjoy when I come home too. I am going nowhere in school I have no real friends either somtimes I might be able to get away with self inviting myself to things if I am lucky.
When I say self-invite I mean I ask someone’s permission it a rule I have never come unless I have permission.
I broke that rule today though.
I was going to go to the OC (oriental city) it has an arcade there.
Well I’m wating outside school today for a friend to show up
I phone him he says that he need to see a teacher he be about a few minutes so I'm like ok.
5 mins passed; I live quite far away (5 miles) my sister phones up and say do I need a lift?
Her friend mother is picking her up well i say i am going to the OC with a friend and goes.
Its really cold I also have no gloves on and i wonder where he had got to (20 mins had passed).
So I text him saying how long are you going to be I have no idea where he is I get a message back saying he can't do it today.
I have no idea where he is I have a spark of anger and paranoia thinking he's gone to the arcade (most people think I overreact about thing but then I usually right when someone has a party and such) so I get mad I want to go down there and tell him what he did he kept me waiting and I missed my lift.
It's cold and I now have to take the bus home. I had a shit week and I can't take it any more, screw my rules I’m doing it.
I go down there the but took so much longer than expected the journey says it takes 15 mins but it took 40.
I finally get there and to my surprise he not there another friend of mine is though (someone who I hang out at school but we have our differences) I will call him mike and another guy http://www.youtube.com/user/ParanoidAsian I will explain why I point him out instead of giving him amnesty and his two friends.
So I go in and find I have made a grave mistake I didn't know what to do so I go on one game to calm my nerves,
then I think I need to apologise to mike it's sort of his place he hangs out and I with no right, come in and invade.
Strange I know but that how I work I have respect for people grounds and unlike the rest of the world.
I write him an apology saying why I am here. (Again I differ from others and I have different methods.) So I give it to him and he doesn’t bother wanting to read so I tell him and doesn’t care a bit.
James goes It's a free world if you want to come here we can't stop you (you think he was being nice).
I leave I walk down the road and behind me I get abuse shouted at me I turn and is James and his two friends I don't see mike.
I don't know what to do should I confront him should I go... there’s no point I continue then again further down the road I get abuse I chase them back up they gone when I get there I hang around for a few minuets and then there not coming out so
I leave then abuse shouted at me again and i do see mike.
I text him saying 'Do not overstep you line James Cross'
Well I don’t know what happened at their end, I didn’t care I left
I waited at the station for my train to go home.
When the train was coming I thought it would it be great to jump onto the tracks and end my miserable life I be so much happier.
Three thing stop me one I'm Jewish if you kill yourself you don’t go to heaven.
Two another well better friend of mine game me a device to allow my to get my DS online (which I have tried and doesn’t even work)
The third is my utter cowardness to die I'm pathetic I don’t even have the courage to kill myself, I'm afraid of pain and I can’t stand it.
I can’t even stand the freezing of my hands in the cold.
I was 17 when I joined this forum. During this time I participated in a thread that made light of sexual assault and event making jokes about it. I didn't think much of it at the time other than portraying a villain. I am older, looking back see how unacceptable & disgusting. I removed the comments because I do not wish to condone this behaviour. But of course fragments remain. I can only apologise for any hurt of distress caused.
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Re: So, how are YOU feeling?
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Re: So, how are YOU feeling?
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Occlude Wave wrote:
I really can't phrase how I feel without coming off as an attention-seeker.
Me or You
if you can't then you can pm me
I was 17 when I joined this forum. During this time I participated in a thread that made light of sexual assault and event making jokes about it. I didn't think much of it at the time other than portraying a villain. I am older, looking back see how unacceptable & disgusting. I removed the comments because I do not wish to condone this behaviour. But of course fragments remain. I can only apologise for any hurt of distress caused.
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So, that's what I think.
But I feel for you. That's a horrible story. I would hate to have ANY of that happen to me. It's just... UGH. ;_;
Good luck.
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I was 17 when I joined this forum. During this time I participated in a thread that made light of sexual assault and event making jokes about it. I didn't think much of it at the time other than portraying a villain. I am older, looking back see how unacceptable & disgusting. I removed the comments because I do not wish to condone this behaviour. But of course fragments remain. I can only apologise for any hurt of distress caused.
https://rapecrisis.org.uk/ https://www.samaritans.org/
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Gyakuten Phoenix wrote:
Yeah, well maybe if I wasn't so much better than everyone else, I wouldn't have to talk about it so much.
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scorchgid wrote:
I will correct it for you spelling was never my strong point
Oh, it wasn't the spelling. It was just punctuation. Your spelling's fine.
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Yeah, well maybe if I wasn't so much better than everyone else, I wouldn't have to talk about it so much.
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Occlude Wave wrote:
I really can't phrase how I feel without coming off as an attention-seeker.
"I feel in need of attention"?
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Edited my post it's readable now
I was 17 when I joined this forum. During this time I participated in a thread that made light of sexual assault and event making jokes about it. I didn't think much of it at the time other than portraying a villain. I am older, looking back see how unacceptable & disgusting. I removed the comments because I do not wish to condone this behaviour. But of course fragments remain. I can only apologise for any hurt of distress caused.
https://rapecrisis.org.uk/ https://www.samaritans.org/
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scorchgid wrote:
First the girl I kissed at New Years Eve, well I sucked at that it was my first time and all but she went and told everyone.
That hurt, what hurt twice as much is that my friend had his first kiss a while ago and he was good at it.
That hurt, what hurt twice as much is that my friend had his first kiss a while ago and he was good at it.
If it helps I've never kissed a girl. And I'm 20! You aren't alone pal.
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Yet.
XD
Probably will be that way for a while
Happy at laughing at the entries. For the AJ contest. :)
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It's the fact that she told everyone it was
And that ruins my chances of ever having a relationship with someone in that group.
Don feel lucky snogging good and all but some women are complete bitches *shot*
(I did say some) plus the girl I snogged she was upset so its kind of I took advantage of her but I didn't know.
(If you must know I caught that bug that was making everyone sick so I was out for two days).
Konkmeister at least you have free access to the internet unlike me which I am setting my sisters network link and if my dads finds out I can say goodbye for the internet forever.
Another bit of advice, don't think about life it just makes you more depressed.
Infuriated, I’m sorry. I want to ask why but I know it’s not my place.
Let me know if I have grammar problems again
I was 17 when I joined this forum. During this time I participated in a thread that made light of sexual assault and event making jokes about it. I didn't think much of it at the time other than portraying a villain. I am older, looking back see how unacceptable & disgusting. I removed the comments because I do not wish to condone this behaviour. But of course fragments remain. I can only apologise for any hurt of distress caused.
https://rapecrisis.org.uk/ https://www.samaritans.org/
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CatMuto wrote:
Pierre wrote:
Man...that looks dull...this actually makes me worried for KH3 (since that team worked on the battle system)
I feel the same
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dullahan1 wrote:
I just feel um.... neutral. It's hard to describe. I'm not particularly happy, nor am I sad or angry.
*punch*
Satisfied? I'm satisfied!
Being neutral is boring. But so is my life >_>
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Don't worry. I haven't had my first kiss either, Addict.
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DefenseNeverRests wrote:
Don't worry. I haven't had my first kiss either, Addict.
Well, I'm OK with it.
Why? I'm the most awkward person on the face of the earth. And I'm a HUGGY PERSON <3
Hugs=Win :] (online of off- especially offline)
Yeah, my boyfriend better be someone who likes hugs
Kisses are so... awkward. And I don't think the world is ready for me to have a boyfriend. (Who would I date anyways XD?)
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lol
I was 17 when I joined this forum. During this time I participated in a thread that made light of sexual assault and event making jokes about it. I didn't think much of it at the time other than portraying a villain. I am older, looking back see how unacceptable & disgusting. I removed the comments because I do not wish to condone this behaviour. But of course fragments remain. I can only apologise for any hurt of distress caused.
https://rapecrisis.org.uk/ https://www.samaritans.org/
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It’s just tons of people more aren’t (*mutters lucky bastereds*)
I ask this girl (sort of friend) for a hug usually she nice but this time she become a real bitch and said no I mean it's a hug it's not like I’m asking her to get laid sheeesh women.
Another time I’m walking (well running) to catch up with some people (solitude on the ride home stinks) and well later I hear her talking about me and someone ask would you wait for him and she say no then laughs. You can add this on my depression pile
I was 17 when I joined this forum. During this time I participated in a thread that made light of sexual assault and event making jokes about it. I didn't think much of it at the time other than portraying a villain. I am older, looking back see how unacceptable & disgusting. I removed the comments because I do not wish to condone this behaviour. But of course fragments remain. I can only apologise for any hurt of distress caused.
https://rapecrisis.org.uk/ https://www.samaritans.org/
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I was 17 when I joined this forum. During this time I participated in a thread that made light of sexual assault and event making jokes about it. I didn't think much of it at the time other than portraying a villain. I am older, looking back see how unacceptable & disgusting. I removed the comments because I do not wish to condone this behaviour. But of course fragments remain. I can only apologise for any hurt of distress caused.
https://rapecrisis.org.uk/ https://www.samaritans.org/
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xfma_addictx wrote:
dullahan1 wrote:
I just feel um.... neutral. It's hard to describe. I'm not particularly happy, nor am I sad or angry.
*punch*
Satisfied? I'm satisfied!
Being neutral is boring. But so is my life >_>
No kidding. My life is boring as it is, so I got every right to be neutral. It'd be nice if something exciting that didn't involve bad luck happened to me.
@dadadeda: Going to be 20 tomorrow and I've still never had a girlfriend. We all have our troubles. Then again, I have no idea how to flirt and I'm very oblivious to all this dating mess anyways. If a girl has ever tried to come on to me, I wouldn't know. And that's a big IF.
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CatMuto wrote:
Pierre wrote:
Man...that looks dull...this actually makes me worried for KH3 (since that team worked on the battle system)
I feel the same
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Yeah, well maybe if I wasn't so much better than everyone else, I wouldn't have to talk about it so much.
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@ dullahan1 : My life is in the most boring state it has ever been and I've let myself become this way but I seriously hate it when people tell me it's easy to be out of this state while that may be true for others it's not true for me. Who wants to live a boring or sad life ya know? Everyone wants to be in the best state possible it doesn't mean it's easy being there. =/ I guess we do all have our own troubles I guess it's just not that everyone can understand them. Happy early bday though.
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Gyakuten Phoenix wrote:
Yeah, well maybe if I wasn't so much better than everyone else, I wouldn't have to talk about it so much.
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Donald Serrot wrote:
I'm saving my first kiss. (This may sound stupid) I waiting to for whoever the girl is I marry. It will be my wedding gift to her. Yes, I waiting until I get married.
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Ken wrote:
Buuttt.... the person I'm with..... kissed other people before we met...
Donald Serrot wrote:
I'm saving my first kiss. (This may sound stupid) I waiting to for whoever the girl is I marry. It will be my wedding gift to her. Yes, I waiting until I get married.
Just cause Don's doing that, doesn't mean you have to, too >>
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