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Gender: Female
Location: Melbourne
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Joined: Wed Jan 08, 2014 11:38 am
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Apologies for the necra-bump but this is probably better than creating a new thread for the same thing.
So, I'm currently in my 5th year of University - 6th if you include my work placement - studying a degree that was meant to take 4 years to complete. :P My course is Bachelor of Multimedia / Bachelor of Science, and covers multimedia development, computer science, software engineering, and is basically a course for preparing students to work in the video game development industry.
As for why I haven't graduated yet, well, it's a bit of a long story. The general gist is that when I first started, I was a terrible student and didn't know how to properly study and organise myself (I was always one of those smart-alec kids that could start an assignment at 2am the night before it is due and still get an A+.) So yeah, I ended up failing a few units due to not knowing how to manage time for projects
that actually require time, and I'm still learning how to do those things better. I also, as said before, added a year to my course by doing a work placement, which was basically 12 months of full time, paid work in the industry that also got credited to my course, which was great and I'm still thankful for having that experience because I learnt so much from it.
As for whether I like it or not, well, I had a terribly stressful year last year. I ended up failing a unit because I didn't manage my time as well as I could alongside my final-year, 'Capstone' project, despite the fact that I really tried to (I kept a diary, scheduled study times, took a lesser study load, etc). I've been reflecting heavily on whether I'm really cut out for the games biz, which is kinda heartbreaking considering I've wanted to do it since I was really young. I mean, I'm confident in my skills as an artist, programmer, designer, etc, but sometimes it just feels like I'm not good enough, especially now that I'm probably the last person to graduate from my original year.
Anyway, at the moment I'm taking a summer class so that I don't have as many classes during the proper first semester this year. I really want to focus and do well, even if I don't really believe I can. I was originally planning on finishing mid-year, but because of the unit I failed last year I need to add another semester just for one subject. :(
Tl;dr: I study video game development but have had a few hiccups along the way which makes me think that maybe I'm not good enough.