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[I didn't proof-read this so expect bad writing]
Ryuji sat in the dressing room, lying down on the couch. Struggling to get into character, costume and everything, he had struggled to shake his mind off of what was bothering him. Tatsuya was right -- the arrival of Hope's Peak had triggered everything he wanted to forget. It wasn't anything he could accept either. It was trauma, plain and simple.
Tatsuya walked into the room, sitting down on the couch next to Ryuji. He looked exhausted, almost as much as Ryuji. Sitting up, Ryuji lay his head on Tatsuya's shoulder, as the two just stared at the wall in silence. It wasn't awkward silence -- it was the kind of silence between two people who understood each other.
"...I'm sorry, Ryuji..." Tatsuya sighed, breaking the quiet.
"I should have turned them away...so much went wrong...""It wasn't your fault," Ryuji affirmed.
"I don't know why I can't get over that stupid game...I can't even meet people in public properly anymore...if you weren't here for me, I don't know what I'd do.""You'll get better later," Tatsuya promised.
A few moments of silence passed, before Tatsuya began to tear up a bit.
"...It was all my fault. I'm the one who sent you to that school. I'm the one who let them stay here...they almost ruined our theater with that explosion...the acid burnt through the floor, Ryuji. The damn floor..."Ryuji stifled a laugh.
"T-That's Ultimates for you...""I wanted this week to be perfect, Ryuji...It would have been the first time we were in a show together since I got better." Ryuji shook his head.
"It's fine, Tatsuya. What matters is we put on a good show, right..? That's what we're here for. To entertain people."
...
"Ryuji, you're always like that..." Tatsuya laughed.
"W-What do you mean..?" Ryuji asked with a blush.
"I-I take my career seriously, you know...""...I know, Ryuji."
Several more minutes passed, before Tatsuya got in costume himself. The two headed backstage. Surrounded by the guests, they were forced to walk separately from each other. The rumors that the two were dating each other seemed to be growing more and more significant -- it was a secret that could break their career in the industry.
***
They arrived backstage, got their make-up done, and stood together with halted breath as they prepared to meet each other outside. They were performing the first play they had ever done together: Akrasia. The state of mind in which someone acts against their better judgment through weakness of will. Tatsuya clutched something in his pocket -- nervously shaking.
It was Tatsuya's idea to hide the information that the two were dating from the general public. The rumors began growing as the two couldn't control their public affection. Ryuji decided he cared more about their relationship versus their careers, but Tatsuya knew how important it was to Ryuji, so he hid it. The two disagreed vehemently on that, and for awhile, Tatsuya was lost about what to do.
"...Are you ready?" Ryuji asked to Tatsuya, smiling brightly at him. He was more excited than ever before to finally perform with Tatsuya once more.
"...N-Not really," Tatsuya sighed.
"I'm nervous, to be honest.""What for? You're the mentor of the Ultimate Actor! You have nothing to be nervous about."
"...I guess you're right," Tatsuya sighed, breathing in and out. Ryuji tilted his head, sensing that something was up. What Ryuji didn't know was whatever Tatsuya was about to do would shake their relationship and the industry at its core.
***
Akrasia was a play about a man who killed his wife after he caught her cheating on him. The play was about the mental anguish the man went through -- it was a story about betrayal and consequence. Ryuji and Tatsuya once performed the play as the children of the man, but now they took center stage. Ryuji played the man, ready to kill Tatsuya's character, who the wife had cheated with.
"...W-Why not me..?" Ryuji asked in desperation to the woman.
"Am I not good enough for you..?"The wife, in bed, had the sheets up to her chin, covering up her body. Tatsuya sat next to her, raising his hand up to calm Ryuji down.
"Just calm down..." Tatsuya said.
"Take it easy...""N-No! I can't take it easy!" Ryuji yelled, emotion taking over him, like a good actor should be able to emulate. He pointed the prop gun directly at the wife, hands shaking violently.
"...All my life, I was never good enough, was I? My...my outlook on life was weak...I was so...weak...And then I find you. You understood me..! You made me believe that...I was really..."His eyes went dark, as his hands suddenly went still. He didn't seem to be nervous anymore, instead overtaken with a dark emotion that he could not control.
"...My...love," Ryuji muttered, as he pulled the trigger. The prop gun made a loud noise, as the fake blood spilled across the sheets. Tatsuya sat up in bed, his eyes pleading with Ryuji. The acting was so incredibly realistic, and raw, that everyone in the room felt the tension was real.
"J-Jesus Christ!" Tatsuya screamed.
"Y-You killed her!!""...S-She was my love," Ryuji cried, his hands shaking again. He moved the gun over to Tatsuya.
"T-Tell me! Why wasn't I good enough for her..? Is it my personality..? Is it the fact that I can't talk to her? That I can't make decisions? That every time I try to do something for her, it ends in failure..? That I have to rely on her?! That I can't protect her?! Is that why?!"Tatsuya shook his head. He didn't have to act this time.
"N-No...that's not why. I-I..."There were a few moments of unscripted silence. It became unnervingly noticeable, as Ryuji's eyes began to shift left and right.
"W-Well?!" Ryuji yelled, trying to break the silence.
"I..."
"W-What?! Tell me already..!"
Tatsuya looked up at Ryuji, his eyes suddenly filled with a light.
"...I'm sure that's what she loved about you..."There was another gunshot. The first act of the play had ended, and the curtain fell.
***
The rest of the show went as planned. Ryuji had noticed the odd silence that Tatsuya had done, before recovering and proceeding with the show. During intermission, Ryuji went up to Tatsuya.
"W-What was that..? I guess you really were nervous...you wouldn't normally flub like that."
"...Oh, sorry. My mind was...sort of elsewhere."
"Hmm..? What were you thinking of?"
Tatsuya didn't answer, only smiling, and returning back to the stage as Ryuji stood there with a confused look on his face.
The second act involved the character's arrest, and the trial, as he dealt with the families and the pain of knowing he killed the one he loved. The final act involved his acceptance, and his punishment. The final act, you see, ended with an execution. As the character found himself during his imprisonment, he realized he would be able to die in peace. It ended with a monologue as his character exposed to the world his true self -- the cowardly man who never had the chance to rise above his personality. The man who wished someone else had taken initiative and helped him to break out of his shell. But the man was able to die in peace, knowing that he was able to in the end, despite the brief time he had with his newly discovered self.
As Ryuji finished his monologue, Tatsuya watched from the side, mouth agape. He remembered the day the two first met -- Ryuji was in the audience, watching Tatsuya perform. He could remember the look of amazement on Ryuji's face, something so noticeable and bright that it reached Tatsuya's heart. He seemed to be experiencing the same thing now.
During the curtain call, where the cast took a bow, Tatsuya stopped Ryuji from leaving the stage. He grabbed onto his arm before Ryuji had disappeared backstage. Ryuji stood nervously, looking back and forth at Tatsuya's suddenly stern face, and the confused murmurs of the crowd.
"...T-Tatsuya?! What are you doing..?"
No response.
"T-Tatsuya! Come on! The show finished, we have to leave..!"
"...Ryuji, remember when you left for Hope's Peak..? I promised you that when you came back, I'd be ready to give you a present. That was our promise.""H-Huh?! W-Well, now's not really the time for that..!"
"...No. I should have done this a long time ago."
"What do you mean..?! Tatsuya, we have to get off stage!"
Tatsuya looked at the crowd one more time. The audience was clearly confused. After a long standing ovation, they had expected the cast to leave the stage. They weren't expecting anymore of the show, and they were all clearly drained from an emotional standpoint.
"I wanted this week to be perfect..." Tatsuya sighed silently to Ryuji.
"...But if I don't do it now, I don't know if I ever will. I was gonna do this from the start, anyways..."
Tatsuya got on his knee, and reached into his pocket. Suddenly, Ryuji understood. His present to Ryuji was something gold and shining. The light reflected off of the ring that Tatsuya had taken out of his pocket, seemingly brightening the entire room. Gasps and gossip could be heard throughout the entire audience, as Tatsuya looked up at Ryuji, smile wide across his face.
"...Ryuji, I want to spend the rest of my life with you," Tatsuya said.
"...I don't care what anyone says."The two were completely alone onstage. They ignored the loud murmurs of the audience, and the chaos this had brought. There were lots of questions to be had, after that moment. Tatsuya wondered what this would do to their careers -- very frequently, something like this would effectively end an actor's career. He wondered what that would mean for the theater. What would happen to the two of them.
Ryuji had wanted this for a long time, though. Those questions didn't even cross Ryuji's mind, as he gave Tatsuya an enthusiastic nod. As the two were stuck in an embrace, and as the audience had an uproar of confusion, crowding the floor, the spotlight fell off of them. The lights dimmed, but the voices seemed to grow louder and louder.
"...What happens now?" Ryuji asked Tatsuya, placing the ring on his finger.
"...Anything is possible," Tatsuya smiled.
The curtains shut on the two. The performance had ended.