Ema was composed.
It was the shock more than anything else – the shock that he had a girlfriend, and the shock of how much it hurt.
But life was just too short to spend her days moping about him. Clearly he didn’t care to spend that much time thinking of her, so why should she spend that much time thinking about him?
Of course it was easier in theory than it was in reality, but she was determined. And she knew she was more than capable of coping. She’d dealt with worse, much worse, she could deal with this. It hurt, but she knew there were worse things out there. Heartache wasn’t going to break her.
She returned sympathetic looks with a smile (although all this resulted in was people discussing how brave she was after she left). Any actual comments she laughed off – no, no, it wasn’t like that, it never would be, she was glad he’d found someone to put up with him, maybe now she’d get some peace? They’d laugh together, she’d move on – and, again, they’d comment on how brave she was. How it was easy to see that she really was hurting, underneath it all.
She was more than aware of this, but masks could only do so much. Acting could only take you so far.
And she wasn’t much good at it, truth be told.
Settling down at her desk, she noted that her staff, apparently lead by Kitty, had left her a bag of Snackoos. There were also a couple of messages from friends, telling her that they were there, if she needed them. It was all very kind, although she really didn’t feel like they were close enough to confide in – it was strange, the way situations made it clear how close you really were to people. All of these gestures were nice, but didn’t bring anywhere near as much comfort as the knowledge that Phoenix and Edgeworth (she wondered, briefly, if she’d ever be able to bring herself to call him Miles) were willing to look after her whenever she needed it.
Not that she didn’t appreciate it. She opened the pack, and began to munch. Her reports would get some crumbs on them, but they’d dealt with worse in the past.
Maybe next week she’d be able to get back to investigating crime scenes. Desk duty always reminded her of how much worse her job could be, even if she didn’t particularly enjoy it. There was no real reason why she should be holed up in here much longer – the shift had most certainly moved to Klavier and his girlfriend now.
It hurt to think that.
She could’ve sworn the number of files increased every day. Maybe they presumed that because she had nothing else to do, she could get rid of some of the backlog of files. As much as she wanted to refute this claim, she suspected they were right.
She glanced up as she heard a knock on the door. “Kitty?”
Klavier frowned. “Pet-names, fräulein? I think I prefer glimmerous fop.”
It was strange, the way someone seems to change once you’re aware they’re in a relationship. In her experience, it could go either way – most of the time they became less desirable, simply because there was closure (no, it isn’t going to happen, it doesn’t matter how much you want it), but sometimes the reverse happened.
Klavier fell into the latter category, and she hated that about him.
She shook her head, forcing a smile. “No, no, one of my detectives is called Kitty.” She offered him a Snackoo, which he refused (he always refused them when they were offered, but would steal one if he could – one of the many things she suspected she would never actually understand about him). “Kitty’s taken it upon herself to take care of me as my heart breaks.” She added wryly.
Klavier looked at her sheepishly. “You have heard.”
“The Western hemisphere has heard. Probably the Eastern, too.” She tipped her head – she’d hoped it’d be getting easier by now. It wasn’t. “Although I understand why you did what you did in the first place now. I can’t imagine how she must’ve felt, rumours of you with another woman...” Actually, technically, she could imagine it. It wasn’t far from what she was feeling then. She wasn’t going to share that thought with him, though.
“Well, you see, Ema – “
“Really, it’s alright.” She smiled warmly at him. “She’s stunning, and she seems...” She trailed off, hoping her smile was enough. “I’m happy for you.”
He bit his lip, looking at her intently. He didn’t believe her. “It isn’t real, Ema.”
Her jaw dropped and she stared at him. “What?”
“It’s not real. Lia is holding something over me.” He breathed deeply. “I have no feelings towards her.”
She stared at him. “What can she have over you?”
He smiled ruefully. “If I could tell you, meine fräulein, I would not be in this mess.”
She opened and closed her mouth, not knowing how to react. Part of her was hurt that he didn’t trust her (but, really, could she blame him? They weren’t that close, as affectionate as she felt towards him. She certainly wouldn’t impart her deepest secrets to him – not yet, at least), another part angry that he hadn’t told her in the first place, and one part relieved that none of it was true. “But...what is there left to be discovered? Your fame has endured your bandmate being a murderer, and your brother...”
“As I said...” He wouldn’t look at her.
Suddenly it dawned on her. “It’s not you, is it? You’re protecting someone.” She sighed. “Oh, Klavier.”
He nodded slightly. A loose approximation, he supposed – if it did get out that there was something between them (albeit one-sided) then the girl would need to be protected. It had crossed his mind that Lia was in the same position, but she could take care of herself. He also really didn’t much care for her, so he found himself almost pleased that she would suffer the wrath of his fangirls.
She shook her head a little. “Can you tell me who?”
“Nein, nein.”
She leaned back in her chair, mulling things over. Well. At least he was single. But – “Why did you tell me?”
He knew his real reason – that he didn’t want her to think he was romantically attached to anyone but her. But as for the reason he would give to her... “You are already so involved. It would be wrong to keep you in the dark. You were the trigger.”
She made a face. “This is my fault?”
“Nein! It is my own.” He looked dejected. He’d made his bed, he was going to have to lie in it. With Lia, presumably.
“The road to hell is paved with good intentions.” Ema informed him, probably in an attempt to comfort him. It didn’t really work. “So...what are her demands?”
He smiled mirthlessly, leaning against the filing cabinet. “Fame. Fortune. She will find someone more famous and charming than I, and move on. And I shall be free.”
“She’ll have trouble with that...” Ema mused absently. “There aren’t many more famous than you...”
“There will be soon, now that the Gavinners have broken up.” He chuckled a little. “Besides, my muse has deserted me. No acoustic album yet.”
She looked saddened by that. “But...your music...”
He shrugged. “I was a prosecutor first. I shall be a prosecutor last.” In truth, it surprised him that she was upset at all (and, if she was being honest, it surprised her, too).
“You never talk about your personal life.” She said softly. “Not to anyone here. You talk about your band, but not you.” She smiled slightly. “You’re not a very good egomaniac, really.”
He wrinkled his nose in response to ‘egomaniac’. “I am a very private person, fräulein. And, of course, my musical career is more than enough to speak of.” He took the seat opposite her, suspecting that it was probably going to end up being a long conversation. “But, really...I have friends, with whom I drink and go to gigs. For a rock star, I am most well-behaved.”
“No one-night stands, no all-night parties, no snorting cocaine in the toilets?” She arched her eyebrows. “I don’t believe it, Klavier, no sex, no drugs, only rock n roll?!”
He chuckled lightly at her (admittedly poor) joke. “Guilty as charged. Would you ruin this physique with narcotics?” He indicated his body, allowing Ema a brief (but really very enjoyable)mental image of him in a state of undress – to show his physique, of course. “And as for women...I had opportunities, but...” He shrugged. “I have high standards, fräulein.”
She smiled. “Klavier Gavin, one of the good guys. Who knew?”
“I would’ve hoped that you did, liebling.”
That rung a bell in the back of her mind. “...drunken detective?” She frowned.
He bit back a laugh. “It is a name for you, detective, you were merely drunk at the time.”
She feigned great distress. “You lied to me? When I was drunk? Oh, where is this good man I thought I knew?!”
He grinned guiltily, before turning the tables on her. “Detective, you also do not speak of your personal life... I have shared, and now so must you.”
She shrugged. “My sister – who is away at the moment – is currently engaged to her dream man, who I approve of despite myself. Even if he is trying to convince her to have a cowboy-themed wedding. That won’t be marrying for a while, though. I see a lot of Mr Wright, Apollo and Trucey - and Mr Edgeworth.” She blushed lightly, deciding not to inform Klavier of the context of this (Klavier, unfortunately, leapt to his own conclusion – not one he particularly liked). “And of course I have the friends I go for drinks with, and go to clubs with – “
“You, fräulein detective? In a club?” He grinned. “I would like to see that.”
She smiled mysteriously – almost flirtatiously (although that may have been wishful thinking on Klavier’s part). “We all need to let our hair down.”
“You and I must go to a club.” Klavier decided.
Ema rolled her eyes. “Oh, yeah, I’m sure Lia would love that.”
“Perhaps I shall go to a club, with Lia and others, and perhaps you shall also go to a club...?” There was a glint in his eye which made Ema’s stomach do a tiny flip.
“You’re determined to see this through, aren’t you?”
“I’m determined to see you with your hair down, meine fräulein.”
“You just want me to be a drunken liebling.” She muttered. “But I do want to go out, after the last week...”
“You deserve to go out.” He informed her seriously. “You deserve to go out to Viva.”
Viva was one of the better clubs in the area. Not the best, by any means, but good enough for celebrities to frequent on occasion. Especially if they preferred a little privacy – the club was public enough and dark enough to hide both famous and unknown faces alike.
Ema nodded slightly. “I’ll gather a group together.”
He grinned, joyous that she was so eager – he had expected to have to twist her arm. Not literally, obviously - for a start she’d probably manage to fight him off after a couple of seconds. It was the best news he’d had all day.
“Until this evening, liebling.” He grinned, at least a little devilishly, and disappeared out of the door.
Ema picked up her phone and began to write out a message, before pausing. This could be the perfect opportunity to actually get to know some of the people she worked with most often – as much as she had friends within the precinct, many were outside her department. She got up and went through to the coffee area – “Hey, ladies – I need a good girl’s night out. Tonight. Viva?”
The lady detectives gathered – including Kitty – gave noises of affirmation, as they proceeded to plan their evening out. Kitty considered her plan to become “bffs” with Ema to be going even better than she expected.
- - -
There was such a therapy in getting ready to go out.
The other detectives were due to descend onto her apartment in just over an hour, for predrinking and to call the taxi. It had been such a long time since she had gone out. She had called other friends in the precinct, who intended to meet them there, and her friends at Ivy University, most of which were desperately jealous, wanting to go out but really not being able to due to deadlines. For this early stage, however, it was only her detecting colleagues.
She realised, to her surprise, that this was probably the first time they’d all done this.
Tying her hair up in a towel, she looked at her wardrobe and grimaced. Every time she went out she did the same thing – analysed her wardrobe, rejected most choices, bemoaned her lack of gorgeous clothes, resolved to buy new clothes, and then found the clothes she had purchased (on impulse) the last time she went shopping.
She’d usually reject them and go for her favourite black dress, but tonight...
The top she’d purchased on Sunday – which felt forever ago now, although it was only Friday now – had most certainly been a top for clubs. More specifically, it was a top for Viva.
It was a delicate silky material, very fitted, in a dark burgundy colour. The straps very thin, barely there at all, but enough to mean she wasn’t going to worry about it leaving her exposed. Paired with her favourite black, short-enough skirt (not indecently short, but still short) and the only heels that didn’t leave her in agony by the end of the night, she surmised that she might, actually, look a little bit stunning.
And, true to her word, she left her hair down.
As the detectives began to arrive – Kitty first, very enthusiastic – she was complimented many a time, even before the pouring of wine and the beginning of drinking games.
- - -
“You said you wanted to make this look real.” Klavier offered. “Viva. Tonight.”
“Mmm, too soon, surely?” Lia frowned, inspecting her nails.
“I’m going out tonight. It’ll look suspect if you aren’t with me.” He replied bluntly, glad this conversation was over the phone and not in person. He was much better at being stoic when she wasn’t actually there.
Lia’s frown deepened. “Fine. But really, Viva? It’s so...b-list.”
“It shows that we don’t care where we are so long as we are together.” Klavier replied emotionlessly.
Lia burst into a smile. “I swear, Klavier, you think better than my PR guy! OK, pick me up at nine!” She hung up on him, going to her wardrobe to find a suitably stunning outfit.
Klavier, meanwhile, decided that to go low key – at least, low key for him. His favourite tight black jeans, naturally, but for the shirt...
He looked at his options, before deciding on a scarlet shirt, with his trademark necklace – not something he could be seen without.
He found himself cautiously excited, not quite sure of what to expect this evening. He hadn’t felt this way in quite some time, he realised, as if he were about to go on a first date.
Except, of course, his pretend girlfriend would be there, watching him like a hawk.
He grunted with frustration, and went to find a beer. They’d get a cab to the club.
- - -
Viva was a nice enough place, usually, but in a slightly drunken haze it became amazing.
The gaggle of gorgeous girl detectives (as they had decided to call themselves) found themselves to be quite popular – every drink was paid for and placed in their hands before the even got a chance to order. In a more sober state most would’ve been ashamed to think of the way they’d exploited their feminine charms, but at present their scheme was a stroke of genius, a master plan. Anybody who got too fresh had their drink thrown on them and was subsequently frozen out.
It was a scheme that worked, especially when their various hard stares (often used on resistant witnesses) were brought into play.
By the time Klavier arrived, Ema was most certainly tipsy. She wasn’t quite drunk, as such, but after her next drink she knew she would be. She considered, briefly, stopping at this point – it may not be fun to be the sober one, but it was a good idea to have one.
It was at this point that she saw Klavier come in, with Lia on his arm. To say on his arm was an understatement – she was in fact all over him, her hand in his shirt, leaning on him, making clear signals which said “he’s mine”.
Ema needed a drink.
Klavier looked over to see Ema standing next to a tall, dark-haired man, quite clearly flirting with him. Klavier swallowed hard, which Lia mistook for something else, causing her to giggle flirtatiously. “Oh, Klavier!”
He ignored her, keeping his eyes fixed on Ema, who was being treated to a drink by the tall man. Biting his lip, he looked back to Lia. “Drink?”
She beamed. “You’re so thoughtful!”
He forced a smile, before disappearing to the bar.
- - -
“You look beautiful.” He whispered, standing behind her at the bar.
She glanced up at him, smiling. “Thank you.” She paused to look at him properly. “You should wear red more often.
“Nein, it is more Herr Forehead’s colour.” He smirked.
“Doesn’t mean you don’t look good.” She finished the drink she had previously been bought. “I’m about to buy my first drink of the night.” She informed him, not entirely sure why.
“Not so, I shall be buying it for you.” His arm went to the bar, placing a note on it. In the process his arm went across her body, and his hand came to rest on her stomach.
She breathed deeply. “Is Lia here?” She asked, knowing the answer full well.
“She has been distracted, no doubt.” Klavier replied simply.
Ema scoffed. “I’m not sure how, with you...I don’t think anything could...if you...” Her words drifted.
Klavier smirked, moving a little closer to her and pressing her more tightly to him. “You compliment me, fräulein.”
“Do I? Sorry.” She replied absently, not really thinking at present. The bartender served them, at last, and she grabbed Klavier’s hand, taking him away from the bar, to a hidden corner – after, of course, quickly drinking her shot. “I don’t think anyone noticed?”
Klavier shook his head. “Nein, nein, most people are too drunk to care.” He grinned at her, before downing his drink as quickly as possible. Dutch courage and all that. “Ema.”
She beamed up at him, placing her hands on his chest. “Dance with me.”
He rested his hands on her hips, before pausing to move her hands up to around his neck. “There is something I must say.”
She looked up at him intently. “What?”
He rested his forehead against hers, holding her tightly. “I...care for you very much, Ema.”
“Awww.” She smiled. “That’s so sweet, Klavier.” She hugged him tightly, moving her head to his chest.
He closed his eyes. Maybe he’d need more Dutch courage.
She raised her hand up to his cheek, tugging his face towards her. “Klavier...”
He opened his eyes, recognising the look in her eyes as she pressed her lips against his.
As first kisses went, it could’ve been a better one for the couple. The romance of the situation was not high, and neither had much dexterity at that moment in time. But in the halflight and with the music pounding, it was enough just that they were together.
She pulled back first, smiling shyly up at him, slightly dizzy. He held her tightly, looking down at her. “Ema...”
She shook her head. “Didn’t happen. Doesn’t count. Cause we’re drunk.” She grinned.
He took her hand from his cheek. “I want it to count, Ema.”
She pressed her head against his chest. “But it can’t count. Lia.”
In that moment, he hated Lia with almost every fibre of his being.