-MAYA-
No, oh please, no!
I wake to the experience of seeing through your own eyes, but the person who is talking and walking and controlling every breath you take, controlling when you blink, even, is somebody else.
It’s scary. Very, very scary. You want to believe it’s a dream, but you know what dreams feel like and this isn’t it. And you just feel so, so helpless and incapable of even warning...
“Hi, Phoenix.”
Who...who has taken control of my body like this? Yes, a demon, like in the book I’ve just been studying! It has to be...I rack my brains, trying to figure out who, but it’s difficult to concentrate. My eyes are staring at Nick. He’s standing in the centre of the office. His blue suit is crumpled, and his eyes are wild. At the sound of my voice, his head turns and he fakes a grin. “Oh, hey. Looks like you’ve woken up...Maya?”
Yes, Nick, work it out! I’ve caught a glimpse of this spirit’s soul, and she’s not friendly...
I yawn, and stand up. Nick tells me not to continue reading. Hah. I don’t think that’s what this spirit has in mind. Work it out! C’mon, use that brilliant mind...
And, oh, he is brilliant. He’s the nicest person I know, and I rely on him so much. And this spirit definitely wants to cause him harm. Don’t think about what’s happening to you...
“I thought I saw...” he mutters, then stops, combing his fingers through his spiky hair.
“Saw what?” my mouth says.
“...Nothing.” He quickly turns away from me, like something’s unsettling him. Hell, something should be unsettling him.
I step closer, reach out and pinch the sleeve of his blue suit with two fingers, tugging it gently. He turns around. I smile at him sweetly.
The sight of my smile hits him like a bullet to the head. He freezes, his mouth a hard, tight line, and he stares, shocked navy eyes – those eyes, I love them – burning into my face. He hasn’t ever looked at me so intensely. But this is for all the wrong reasons.
“N-no...” he says, his voice shaking, “What...”
My head tilts and I unleash the full force of my smile at him. “I think I know what you saw, Phoenix Wright...”
The name is said with bitter, bitter hatred – and a touch of something else, too. Grief, perhaps? Adoration? Jealousy?
I touch his hand, and it’s hot, blazing, like touching flames. My fingers trail up the sleeve of his blue jacket, and he tries to flinch away, but is held immobile by shock. Which spirit could it be that is frightening him so much? I stand on tiptoes to trace the largest vein in his neck, digging the fingernails in for a second, then continue, up that strong jawbone...then my hand cups his cheek. His skin is scorching, though he is deathly pale.
“This time, I win...Feenie.”
Oh...oh, my...oh...
Dahlia Hawthorne?! She must... be a demon...and she’s possessing me!
I marvel at the cruel way my mouth says his old nickname, and I want to cry in shame at what Dahlia’s words do to Nick. He was already shaking from my – Dahlia’s – touch, and at the word Feenie, he just slumps.
“Dahlia,” he says blankly. “I’m dreaming. This is a nightmare, right? Because...you’re Dahlia...”
Right?
Oh, how I wish it were just a dream.
“Oh, Feenie,” she says in my voice, “you recognised me! I’m...so touched.”
He’s hyperventilating, staring, staring at me, no, not me, the woman who ruined so many people’s lives, who murdered and lied and ripped his heart in two. She’s the reason why I’m not enough to him. She laughs, I feel a surge of power, and suddenly there’s energy in my hands, tight and painful. I flex my fingers; they’ve turned into claws.
I back him into the desk and reach my mouth up to his ear, and she whispers “Now, make sure to remember who did this to you ...your darling little Maya...”
Then she rakes my claws down the side of his face.
He screams and clutches his cheek, dripping blood from four long narrow cuts made by, oh my God, my fingers...there’s blood on my hands and there’s blood dripping down his neck onto his white shirt, no, no, no...
Dahlia smiles viciously, and kisses his cheekbone on the uncut side. I’ve never been this close to him before but I can’t enjoy it because he’s bleeding, and looking at me with wide, terrified eyes. Slowly he removes his hand from his dripping cheek. His entire palm is painted with red. Red for fire and blood and Dahlia, who steps me back and giggles.
“Mia Fey, I hope you’re watching...because that was just for you.”
-PHOENIX-
And she laughs, and her eyes are a gleeful dancing red. This is Maya’s face but oh, I know exactly who it is. Hatred wells up within me for her and for a second all I can see is Dahlia.
I stagger forward.
“Take THAT!”
It would be funny. It’s not.
She blinks with confused grey eyes, steps backwards, and raises two fingers, the nails short and neat, to the red handprint on her face. I lower my upraised arm.
I just hit Maya.
“Nick,” she says, like she’s on the verge of tears. “Nick, I can’t believe...I’m s-so s-sorry...”
Her tears wash away the red on her cheeks, my blood streaming down her face.
“M-Maya...” I say haltingly. “Maya...” And then I’m crying too.
Tears of blood, cried by Armando, Maya, myself. Because of Dahlia Hawthorne. All because of her.
I want to hug Maya, comfort her, tell her it’s okay...but I can’t. I can still remember Dahlia using her face, so that it looked just like her but horrible, twisted... And the blood is not yet dry on my own. It hurts. It’s really, really painful. I realise that even if I wanted to talk, I wouldn’t be able to.
We stand there, sobbing, each red tear a reminder of what that woman has done.